Full of question marks.

Why should i thinks about you ? Well you just remains the same. We both knew that you've changed a lot for me. but you just can't controlled your anger. that is exactly what you're still never realise , what if i'm gone ? what would you'll do ? just keeps on with your behaviour ? or just keeps yourself quietly ? i just dont get it. you're a perfect guy , i dont need anyone else to replaces you. you knew who i am. there's only one man who i wanted to love. no need anyone else. it's only you.

Why cant you just makes me calm when i cant controlled myself ? Its not that i wanted your sympathy, its just that i need you to makes me feel that you're concerned about me. like i did to you. i just want you to be yourself. being a human being who has a feelings like others.


Keeping a secret between each other will makes it worst.

Everythings i did makes it hard to you. I never said those words to you. but you did.

Why i'm being so difficult to you ? i just dont know why , i'm not perfect. i just cant get it with my own feelings. its just the feelings that no one's know yet. you never understand me.
What if i just throw out my phonecard , so that i just can makes you freedom ?
If that makes you'll release your stressed ?
What i said is always wrong, and never right.  

Waiting and keeps on waiting for you to come back home and ignore what i feels. 

Cry-Cry-Cry. thats all i do. pathetic.

I wish i never had any feelings in myself. so i can just entertain everyone with a smile. not just pretended to smile but deep down inside i'm still hurt enough. 

Its never easy to get rid of this feelings. 

I didnt know how you did. 

Because i'm just a typical girls you ever knew. Boring. and Stupid.

Everything is not going to be alright. I wanted you to cure my heart again. prove me if you loves me.